I felt compelled to write about how I’m feeling today.
I’ve never felt like this in my life…
I have never felt such darkness that is not depression.
I can’t explain it… The atmosphere around me has never felt so heavy, has never felt so dark… It feels external if that makes any sense. Like it’s coming from the outside and not from me.
Like I’m being weighed down by something… It almost feels supernatural.
I’m picking up on this misery, sadness, and darkness wherever I go. I’m watching other people’s lives getting destroyed. All around me people are miserable, angry and sad.
The other day, I woke up and out of nowhere something as if grabbed me by my neck and told me to go to church. So I did. Me not being a religious person, these things don’t happen by accident.
I started blessing my home constantly, making things to keep me safe because it feels like all of us are under spiritual attack.
I’ve been getting these weird headaches and vomiting out of nowhere…
Something has shifted… I feel like the energy on this planet is not the same anymore, it’s darker, it’s heavier, it’s worse. Things are happening…and they are not good.
I feel very weird. I’m not depressed but I feel this fear, this hopelessness, and doom.
And it is not coming from me…
Something is changing, something is shifting on this Earth and I can feel it in the air.