Over these years I have developed several alter egos. They were conjured up by trauma and different people.
I think it’s healthy to have at least one alter ego or different personality to handle stress if you don’t have other tools to do so. An alter ego gives you the opportunity to handle certain situations better, it can be a bigger and better version of you.
I have two. Both are very different from my usual, regular self. To the point of having different clothing styles and musical taste.
Theres me – A. Very weak, emotional, very depressed and anxious. Well, just me, the regular me, insecure with a lot of mental issues. No specific core really. Very empty. No real personality, just a ball of emotions, can’t handle life.
Then there’s Hunter. The best of the three. Takes control under great stress. Is very confident, cold and distant. Serious. Has very dark humor, is calm and collected. But is very insensitive and very, very dark. Always wears black, practices witchcraft. Is very spiritual. Listens to indie music.
Nathan. A young, overconfident, arrogant male. 21 years old. Loves expensive things, wears big watches and sportswear. Is the lighthearted one, loves jokes. Listens to a lot of douchy rap music.
There’s one or two more but I haven’t pinpointed them yet.
Anyway, a fun way to deal with life and hardships. I love Hunter the most, I wish she visited more frequently.